Too Early..

I wish that I could say I haven't thought about my kinders or third graders since school got out last Tuesday.... but then I would be lying. I woke up from a dream about my kids. I think I am already missing them too much. =(

I have applied to a few jobs this week. It is so frustrating not knowing what will happen. I know that there are thousands of people who have had their teaching credential and have been waiting for jobs longer than I have. How have they survived? I am so anxious to get a real job. I want my own classroom and my own students. I want life to start. It stinks to have worked for this many years towards something only to have no jobs available. GRRR. I know that there are big plans out there for me somewhere, the waiting game is really not my thing though.

Praying is the only thing keeping me going.